Sunday, March 05, 2006
chatted with my bestie clare abt some stuff jus now.. got a quite a huge scoldin frm him, kinda guess i deserved it fer being so nonsensical n paranoid at times. its nt as if i wanna feel tis way rite.. sighh, maybe i can choose nt to feel tis way nor let it affect me.. but somehow it still gets to me!! dang! he told me to jus nt bother abt it anymore, n if certain things come my way den they jus will.. i told him im nt gonna care abt it oreadi.. its easy to say, but so hard to actualli do it.. but den again, am i jus giving myself excuses?? oh wells.. e past few weeks havent been tt great either.. each week is jus gonna get tougher i guess. but den again, it depends.. ARgh!! i jus hate this crappy feeling. ): i so wanna leave tis place at times n go on a long holiday n 4get abt all e problems back here... sometimes it jus feels as tho im stressing n worrying myself out over e smallest of things. stuff that shldnt be so impt in my life, im giving it like priority over other stuff that matter more.. wads wrong?! perhaps after tis entry, im gonna leave it all behind me.. cos i see no point in it oreadi, im gonna jus leave it in God's hands.. its e bestest thing to do (: like wad giel said, He'll never shortchange us (: *praise God*
thx clare 4 owaes being dere *muahh*
my lovely teammates too (: [u guys haf been a blessing in so many ways!]
tatas*
scribbled (: | Sunday, March 05, 2006